Nice. Naive. Beautiful

They always tell us to dream big. Reach for the stars, but they never tell you how much it hurts if you miss and fall. I had dreams, I had hope, but it's all in the past now. Today, I just deal with picking up the pieces that are left from me jumping off the cliff. I did what they said; I tried to reach the stars, I think I might have even felt the heat of one, but I wasn't able to hold it, and that's when I realized the fall was going to be painful. So now, for the next 22 miles, there's absolutely nothing. I'm just walking a straight, continuous and empty line, trying to find the end of it. Trying to understand. I cry, I laugh, I scream, but nothing comes out right. So now, I'll just walk in silence, and wait for this to go away. I hope this goes away. Please go away.

I love to play in the rain, spinning around with my eyes shut, imagining that everything around dissapears and it's just me and you. I love to feel the cold winter wind hug me and whisper secrets in my ear. I love looking up at the night sky and watching every star shine as bright as it can. I love going somewhere, and not knowing where or when or how. I just love simple things, a flower, a hug, a few nice words. I love when I can count on someone no matter what. I love to listen to a great song, knowing that someone put their heart and soul into creating a great melody and lyrics that tell a story. I love to dream. I'm not afraid to dream. I love walking as slow as possible in the middle of rush hour, with a big smile on my face, just to let someone know that it's ok to take time and smell the roses. And I would love to share all of these things with you.

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind


Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

this little light of mine, I'm gonna let it shine...

It's funny how just one little change of events makes me realize so many things in my life. One moment in time, one second of that night, made me understand so much. It's a great feeling. It's rare. Not too many people are able to understand the complex meaning of life. Not too many are able to understad what things are going to be like, but for one moment, I was able to feel this. It was stupid, it was great. It was meaningless, it meant everything. It was nothing, it was something. It just made me think. And I proved that when we give things away, we get more. You showed me the plan, my purpose. I've been looking for this for so long now, and when I finally truely gave this desire away, you showed me so much more. Good things are happening. Great things are comming, and I want to be the first in line to find out exactly what these things are going to be.

sweet relief!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! strange, but necessary!!

it´s something that burns deep inside of me. I can´t help but wonder what it would be like. Is itpossible? can we do it? would we make it? I don´t know, but I sure would like to. I know that we´ll understand later, but what about now? what about this moment in time where everything is up in the air, and it feels like it might come tumbling down any minute? I know you say that good things come with time, but, great things happen in the blink of an eye! this could be good, it could be great. It could be the best thing that happens. Is it meant to be? how do we know? I think we´ll find out sometime soon. you´re so mysterious, I´m so direct. We make a good team, but I have to learn to wait, and you have to learn to just say it. I hear so many people talk about their lives, their expieriences, and some stories are really similar to ours, and they´ve turned out really good. That gives me a little hope, but at the same time, I still realize that every story is different. Do we even have a story? from my end, there is a story, it´s a story of a girl who is a dreamer, and when she dreams, she dreams of you...

...siento el palpitar de tanta pasion en aquel lugar...

simple, silly things, so simple, those are the things that make me smile...
I'm a simple girl...I don't ask for much, just a few kind words and flowers...
:-)

It's incredible how just one word, one phrase, one hello, can make all my insecurities go away. Something so simple, yet so complex. Nothing in this world makes me more happy than a conversation with you. For some reason, this has become so much more for me, and I don't know if it's ok. I'm not sure what to think, but, is it necesary to think? Do I have to analize everything? or, is it ok just to go? To just go without thinking. Taking risks. It wouldn't be stupid, it would be an adventure. I would be careful, but not too much. So many times we try and put too many rules to something that should be free. Freedom. It's under-rated. It's over-rated. Who knows. I don't want to think anymore. I just want to fly. To feel the wind graze my face and carry me home. Lets fly...

sometimes I find myself hiding behind laughter...

Sometimes it's hard to go on, not knowing where to go. I'm learning to trust in You a little more each day, giving You my hopes and dreams.

There's always something in the way. There's always something getting through, but it's not me, it's You...
Sometimes ignorance rings true, but hope is not in what I know, it's not in me, it's in You...
It's all I know...
and I find peace when I'm confuesed. I find hope when I'm let down, Not in me, in YOU...
I hope to lose myself for good, I hope to find it in the end. Not in me, in You...

What's going on tonight? Something just doesn't seem right with your smile; it's been a while.
There's something in the air. These stars remind me of your stare. Hey you, it's been a while.
Broken shoes from trying to get to you. Distance calls but she wont win.
We are hope-filled hearts and empty hands. We will fight until the end.
There's so much more to see. Lets not stop here, we're flying free. Theres more within your eyes.
I'll risk it once, I'll risk it twice. Three times if you'll stand by my side. So much more to get from life.