Nice. Naive. Beautiful

Starting out with a question is so typical, but I have to admit, it’s much easier, so that’s what I’ll do.

Have you ever felt like there was something more? That it’s not just about now.
Don’t you remember being a kid and discovering the world? Feeling invincible.

Yeah, we tend to forget those things. The simple ones, the things that don't require so much thinking. well, today I remembered. I thought back on all my childhood dreams. They seem silly, but make so much more sense to me than this so called grown-up world.

It's that feeling that you get after riding the carousel around and around. You don't know when it'll stop, but you don't want to. You're mesmerized by the horse you're riding, and at the same time wishing you were on the one in front of you, because it goes up just a little bit higher than yours.

Satisfaction? It's over-rated. Sure, it comes in waves, but just try to save up a little. Impossible.

I think it all boils down to one thing. How far do you think you can get on your own?
It just wont happen. Things change, people lie, time goes by, can you resist it all? You can't.
Nothing. That's what we are. Absolutely nothing.

Kind of disturbing ah? Yeah, I know. You're ready to start running, go back to your safe place, with all your nice things, and just forget this. Well, go ahead. You can run back, do other things, start more plans, but, that gnawing feeling you have in your gut, telling you that something needs to change, no, that wont go away.

It'll get stronger buddy, just wait. You'll see.

Sometimes in comes across me that it really feels like I'm talking to a wall, but, all walls come down at some point.